Secrets can kill

Can secrets kill well if you had asked me that two years ago then i would have said no but now i will say yes because today is the date of my friends death his name was jacob he was a great friend and a better soldier he lived a great life but one day he asked me a question that to this day i wish i had never answered. He asked me what is the most peaceful why to go and i told him in your sleep because then you wont know if your dead or alive if only back then i knew what he ment he might still be alive i could have stopped him from ending his own life. It wasnt until the next morining when i found him in his bunk OD on sleeping pills and a note that said i will die as i lived in peace i could have stopped his death, i blame myself for his death that is why when ever a new guy is sent to our ROTC group the others tell them to stay away from me because i got stuck with the nick name the reapers son because if you become my friend you will die and i think there right...but who knows maybe there right or maybe there wrong i dont care but i do care about my friends and i will not do anything to hurt them real life or net i wont let them get hurt for my sins that is why i am leaveing cross over and staying on bugs wiki if that what it takes then so be it. On that note i leave you with this May the sun always shine on your windowpane, May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain, May the hand of a friend always be near you, May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you! (irsh blessing )